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how strange it is to be anything at all.

February 2012

go to bed sad. wake up sad. no motivation to get...

i hate what ive made of my life. i dont want to be sad all the time. i quit drugs because they were fucking with me and stopped my depression and i missed that. but i dont miss it any more. i wish i didnt have it in the first place. i definitely didnt miss having a panic attack every 2 days. its getting out of hand now. i dont want to be me anymore. not like i want to be someone else, but i just...